Missed opportunities

 All because you said no i don't want to go,
it does not sound fun,  i know i enjoy it but it does not sound fun today,
well whats wrong with today, whats really behind it,
are you really that scared, of having a good time,
or scared being happy,
well whats wrong with you,
 that you can't picture,
 yourself being happy,
that you have to shut the world out,
 be stuck in your basement,
on a computer, with fake friends,
with their fake smiles,
and why do you have to be, sad
if their happy, or happy that
their sad,
or even toy with emotions,
why do you sit there and
hope for opportunities to
come to you, whats wrong
with you
that you can't
find opportunities for yourself
starting by turning of the computer and embracing the world and more importantly being happy.