Waiting

I`m still waiting for a good job to fall in my lap
I`m still waiting for a good looking girl to come up to me and tell me we're a thing
I`m still waiting to be quoted by a celebrity
I`m still waiting to get asked to go to space
I`m still waiting for the bad guy in a movie to win and everyone leaves the theater dazed and confused
I`m still waiting for breakfast in bed
I`m still waiting to win the lottery
I`m still waiting to be the next millionaire (love that show)
I`m still waiting for  Microsoft Word to be free again

I've been found wanting

Temptation

It`s only tempting because we are not allowed to have it
or we told ourselves we don`t need it
or that it is bad for us or even good for us
but we've had a taste already
we already know how it feels and how it tastes
in our mouth on our skin
it is cold and both hot
it is perfectly miss placed
and we cannot get it out of our mind
it per-sues us to torment us
this is a temptation and we all give in
This is the beginning of sadness,
(On Turing Ten)(footnote)

I think I'm sick

I'm going to bed.

relating

If you were given my life experiences (as in lived) would you be the same person as me, or would you be different? I want to say it is a weird thought but I fear of Karl ragging on me for saying weird because it is such a vague word and doesn't really add to any conversation. Would you have the same kinks and quirks as me, act the same way? Have you ever thought how a day would be like to be someone else, how they feel about this would, what they are dealing with, or how they feel about you?
 I hate it when people try and tell me that I remind them of someone else. And I say oh... you found my clone... nobody laughs... and that cuts deep.
I tried picturing myself as the pope, my mind went blank. Failure to relate.
Scatterbrained

TDK

Space is how we want it
sometimes we can't get enough of space
sometimes space is lonely
space is the future
the future is just a bunch of memories we have not had
everything they say is backwards, backwards is everything they say
swearing out of context is now cool. ass!
pretending to be deep is now deep
the heart cuts deep without an edge
you a jive turkey
my mind is clutterbuck
my teeth like gods shoe shine
eyes painted black
by the star of you eye
eyes locked on the stars
for space the the future
and we love to look at the future
if we could

And the days go on

And you might find yourself looking at the stars
and you might find yourself driving a new car
and you might find yourself with new watch
and you might find yourself with a hot wife
and you might find yourself in the news paper
and you might find yourself meeting the great Rick James. I'm Rick James Bitch, Fuck your coach.
and you might find yourself in your new jet
and you ask yourself
how did i

Dreaming

A simple breeze, but just a touch,
feet on the sand, don't care to much,
where I am, or where I'll go,
just hope I won't, wake up too,
soon I'll leave, to another dream,
and leave you, in my wake,
your just a dream, more of a fake,
you, why am I so focused,
on you, what a waste,
the hate I feel, for you,
yet when you call, that's when I,
fall, to the ground,
can't breath, with these chains,
around my neck, or you cold
touch, you always have,
you'll never leave, and I'm not dreaming,
I never was, it's all I have to,
escape, your touch,
how i long, for your touch,
but i must go, doctors would agree,
it's not healthy, for you and me,
to be

Whats this life for?

To die. To simply die. That is the easiest way to put it.  What happens after death, now this really has me scared and your a true man if it doesn't bother you, because it is not set in stone on what happens next.  We could just be done there is nothing after this life and it was completely pointless. Your over, if you didn't do anything in your life then you blew it, and there is no second chances.  Or you could be stuck in Hell or Heaven take you pick, for eternity. The last time I checked eternity is pretty freaking long and hopefully H and H are pretty entertaining for that reason.

No matter what will happen to you, or where you will go after death we all have to face death  at one point or another. Whether you ready or not you will die.